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Well my parents and I we dont get along very well even though i know they love me more than anything but i feel really stupid sometimes how i always take there money and spend it on myself and how i always lie to them it makes me feel terrible even though i still do it i hate lieing to my parents and taking there money without asking i took money just to buy marijuana with it once that made me feel terrible because my dad got upset he noticed i took money without asking my parents do everything for me yet i cant give it back i feel like such a crued person when i do stuff like that because it makes me miserable im joining the marines and my parents are upset about that because they dont want me to go but its my choice and i made it and i upset my whole family but all i wanted to say was how crude and fake i can be with my parents even though i love them so much its hard to keep up what im doing